Oh Monday, how I usually loathe you. Yet since Thursday all I did was wish you were here. I feel a mixture of nausea, anxiousness, and determination. I woke up feeling better than I have since the biopsy last Tuesday. I have faith that we will receive confirmation today that this cancer was caught early. We HAVE to get that confirmation.
So with my newfound calm demeanor, I sit here pondering what to wear to my marathon dr. appointments today. Do I go super comfy? Or dress it up a bit? I know the doctors are going to help me regardless, but in the way back of my mind I feel like I need them to really like me. To make them want to help the cute, young girl just a bit more. I know this is all nonsense, and just a good excuse to get my mind off the facts of the matter.
But seriously.. just because I have cancer doesn't mean I can't be cute.... right??
So with my newfound calm demeanor, I sit here pondering what to wear to my marathon dr. appointments today. Do I go super comfy? Or dress it up a bit? I know the doctors are going to help me regardless, but in the way back of my mind I feel like I need them to really like me. To make them want to help the cute, young girl just a bit more. I know this is all nonsense, and just a good excuse to get my mind off the facts of the matter.
But seriously.. just because I have cancer doesn't mean I can't be cute.... right??
hahahaha I'd be thinking the same thing... cute is always going to be better! Of course doctors and nurses take better care of the cute ones!! hahahaha:)
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